People keep judging me because I say I love Shinedown. They think it’s a band and I’m crazy for them because I like their music and think they’re handsome and have secret dreams about them.
That’s absolutely not true. You have no idea what I feel about these 4 guys.
They are not just my favorite band. Of course I fell for their music at first because it helped me through hard times, but what I love so much about Shinedown isn’t just their talent or their passion for rock’n’roll.
I love the personalities of the 4 band members. And you don’t have to judge me for that, it’s not just my image of these guys. I met them in person and talked to them in real life. They are who they are and I can say I know that’s not fake.
That’s why I can say that I really love these 4 men. Each one for his own character trades.
I love Eric because he is such an all around talented man and because I think it’s wonderful how much he loves his wife.
I love Zach because he’s always funny and makes me laugh when I feel down and because he has a clear passion for basketball which he shows on twitter.
I love Barry because he has such a beautiful smile and he’s such a family person and it’s so obvious how much he loves his girls.
And I love Brent because his words always touch me and he shares my view on the music and he is such a strong man with so much support at home, and even though times have been hard, he’d never give up.
And one more point, I’m not obsessed with these guys, I am not naive and I don’t want to get together with them and love them, neither I’m interested in a sexual way. I just love their characters. And I’m VERY happy with my own boy, and maybe he’s the only one who understands all of this.
All I’m saying is: I love Shinedown. Really love them. Each one of them. And the things I do, which are inspired by them, my photographies and stories, that’s art for me and Shinedown is my inspiration.
So if you still want to judge me, do whatever you want, but you have no idea who I really am.
Everyone’s pointing their fingers, always condamning me, but nobody knows what I believe.
What a shame to judge a life that you can’t change […] What a shame to have to beg you to see: we’re not all the same.
Hey everyone, I finally decided to publish some of my stories on a private blog here: http://write-from-the-inside.tumblr.com/
If anyone of you is interested in reading something, just ask me for the password.
I would be really happy about some feedback, too.
I’m reaching out to you
so far but oh so close,
so cruel this world
without you.
I’m reaching out to you
my salvation in this emptiness,
my love and everything I am.
I’m reaching out to you.
Je crois que je te fais sentir de la douleur
Et maintenant tu dis que tout ca, c’est ma faute.
Mais moi, je te promis,
J’ai essayé d’être parfait
seulement pour toi.
Maintenant, si tu crois
je ne suis pas l’une pour toi
il y a seulement une chose ce qu’elle je voudrais:
Déteste-moi.
Il n’était pas toujours parfait,
Il y avait les temps que nous criions.
Mais moi, je crois, que nous
nous puvons y arriver.
As confiance en moi
